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[Saturday, April 8, 2006 @ 5:39pm] |
Do you every have one of those days where you just think about everything and you just cant stop! I have had one of those days and it sucks! Ive stayed in my room all day and just thought about life and what i want out of it and is life really gonna turn out the way that i hope it is?!? I am 18 years old so does that mean that i really dont know what i want, or does it mean that i am just thinking of what i want right now! Im in love but am i sure its gonna last... yeah i hope it does but no one knows! I hate being away from him and i hate talking to him on the phone sometimes bc the only thing that i wanna do is be by his side and have him look at me in the middle of a convo with one of his friends and just give me that look.. the look where you know he loves you and you know that your the only thing he thinks about! But what if he cheats on you and he still gives you that look.. does it mean that he was just having sex with the girl or does he think he is with the wrong girl! But than he does everything right and tells you he loves you and makes sure that you know it! He went and bought a cingular phone so i can talk to him whenever i need him and now i can check up on him ( not that i would ever do that )! I still trust him and i hate that some people dont belive in me and in the decision that i am making! I want to go back and make everything right! I want to be by his side cause than i know its the right thing but when im away it scares me so bad... i just lay in my bed talking to him or talking to friends and wishing that he was with me and wishing that got to spend the days with him! We are like little kids when we are together! I know he loves me for me and i know that he wants to be with me.. but sometimes i feel like he just wants to be with me bc im the thing thats always been there and im the girl that hes never been able to push away but at the same time im the good girl the one that looks after him and the one that takes care of him! God non of this is making sense and im sry!!
i hope that you do not take offense to this but i dont know how else to say anything!! I love you baby!!
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[Monday, February 13, 2006 @ 7:06pm] |
| Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" | 
You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive |
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[Sunday, February 5, 2006 @ 6:31pm] |
60 Random Questions
1. Are you wearing shoes?: no
2. Whats the third letter in your name? u
3. How old is(are) your pet(s): 11
4. What color is your backpack? I dont have one
5. Are you sick?: no
6. where do you go to school?: CBU ( christian brothers university )
7. Is the bathroom open?: yes
8. Are you on a laptop?: yep
9. Are you watching MTV?: HELL NO... THE SUPER BOWL!!
10. Are you smiling?: no
11. Do you have on eyeliner?: i did.. its all gone now
12. Is it early?: yeah
13. Are you blonde?: yes i am.. but im not that ditzy
14. Do you have a myspace?: no
15. are you in high school? thank god no
16. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
17. What is your favorite name?: kristen
18. What's your favorite TV show? SVU
19. What color is your bathing suit? ...
20. Does your school start in august?: yes
21. Did you go on vacation last month?: yes i went to see my boyfriend
22. Have you ever been on a cruise?: nope
23. Do you have a sister?: yes
24. Are you upstairs? yeah
26. Do you have a friend named ali?: no
27. Does your name end with a Y?: my last name
28. What was the last thing you said?: RUN IT!!
29. Are your ears pierced?: nope
30. Do you own a digital camera?: would die without it
31. Do you live in florida?: nope
32. Do you like florida?: its ok
33. Ever had sushi?: yes
34. Are you listening to rock at the moment?: no
35. What color is your chair? brown
36. Where'd you get your pants? AE
37. Do you type with your feet? umm no
39. Are you tired? nope
40. Do YoU wRiTe LiKe ThIs?: no
42. Do you like being in relationships? yes i do
44. Are you "Fake" at times? no
45. Is Alcohol Bad for the Soul?: no .. as long as you dont drike and drive
46. Are you bored right now? heck no
47. What time is it?: 640
49. chocolate or peanut butter?: chocolate
50. How many kids would u like?: 2 or 3
51. Own a necklace?: many
52. What is your computer's brand?: HP.. but im using a DELL
53. CDs or Cassette?: CD'S
54. Ever been through or to Detroit?: yep
55. Seen all of the American Pies? nope.. missing the last one
56. Been to the movie theatre the past month?: actually no
57. Like someone:.. no love someone
58. Ever been on a plane? god i cant even count
59. Been to a concert in the past month? no
60. What color is your toothbrush? blue and green
NAME: Lauren
BIRTHDAY: 09-06-87
LOCATION: Memphis TN
*********FAVORITES***********
GIRL SCOUT COOKIE: the caramel coconut ones
ACTRESS: julia Roberts
ACTOR: Paul Walker
80'S HAIR BAND: Umm....
QUOTE FROM A SONG: "you keep me right here waiting"
SPORT TO PLAY: softball
SPORT TO WATCH: baseball,football
HOLIDAY: Valentines day.. if you have a bf
THING TO DO WITH FRIENDS: hang out..
MAKE-UP: Perscriptives
fave brand: Charlotte Russe
fave thing: play ball
REALITY SHOW: Guntlet ( SPELLING )
*************EITHER/OR*****************
MOVIE THEATRE/AT HOME: let see.. depends on the mood
HARRY POTTER/LORD OF THE RINGS: LORD OF THE RINGS
TELETUBBIES/THE WIGGLES: UMM... neither
TARGET/K-MART: Target
OLD METALLICA/NEW METALLICA: ummm...
BLACK SABBATH/OZZY OSBOURNE: don't care
DOGS/CATS: dogs
TODDLERS/BABIES: babies
STONED/DRUNK: drunk
*************HAVE YOU EVER*****************
GOTTEN IN A FIGHT: nope.. been hit.. but did not hit back
FALLEN IN YOUR SHOWER: nope
PASSED OUT DRUNK: no
COME CLOSE TO DYING: yes
HAD DETENTION: yes
BEEN SUSPENDED? no
TAKEN THE BLAME FOR SOMEONE: yeah a lot
RAN INTO A PARKED CAR: nope
SLEPT ALL DAY LONG: nope...
THROWN UP IN CLASS: yeah..
GONE TO CLASS HIGH: nope
PLAYED TRUTH OR DARE: yes
PLAYED SPIN THE BOTTLE: yes
************RANDOM QUESTIONS***********
CRIED BECAUSE YOU MISSED SOMEONE: yes.. a lot these past month
DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE: depends
WOULD YOU EVER TAKE A CAREER IN LAW ENFORCEMENT: no
WHO ARE YOU CLOSEST WITH IN YOUR FAMILY: sister
HAVE SOMEONE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO: yes
CAN YOU SHOP FOR MORE THEN 5 HOURS: nope
FAVORITE THING TO DO WHEN ALONE: i hate to be alone
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[Monday, January 16, 2006 @ 11:49am] |
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one more thing!! To all of my friends I LOVE YOU!! I just want everyone to remember to tell the people you love that you do love them.. bc they may no be here one day and they may have never known that you truly did love them!!
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[Saturday, December 31, 2005 @ 5:14pm] |
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HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL OF YOU!!! I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A SAFE NIGHT AND DOES NOT GET INTO ANY TROUBLE!! LOVE YOU ALL!!
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[Friday, November 11, 2005 @ 3:00pm] |
If I were a month I would be: September~its when the weather is just perfect and its my BIRTHDAY month!
If I were a day of the week I would be: Friday~i just love fridays
If I were a time of day I would be: 6~when the sunsets
If I were a planet I would be: Oak Tree~ They provide shade and areso pretty
If I were a sea animal I would be: White Seal ~
If I were a direction I would be:North ~ Im a YANKEE
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: A bed~ a nice place where people can relax
If I were a historical figure I would be: ??
If I were a liquid I would be: Water~ Cause everyone needs it and everyone loves it
If I were a stone, I would be: Blue Aqua marine~ Just my fav stone
If I were a tree, I would be: An Oak~
If I were a bird, I would be: Eagle ~ So i could see the world
If I were a tool, I would be: a screwdriver
If I were a flower/plant, Gerber Dasiy ~ There so cute
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: 45 ~ Snow and cold weather PERFECT
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: A Harp
If I were an animal, I would be: White Leapord
If I were an emotion, I would be: Love ~ Its the best feeling in the world
If I were a vegetable, I would be: Cucumber
If I were a sound, I would be: The sound of a softball field ~ Its my life what can i say
If I were a car, I would be: Toyota Tacoma or Tundra
If I were a song, I would be: God Bless The Broken Road~
If I were a poem, I would be written by: Robert Frost
If I were a food, I would be: back Potato~ I just love them
If I were a place, I would be: The old biloxi so no one would miss and no one would be in pain for someting that is gone
If I were a material, I would be: silk
If I were a taste, I would be: Cherry ~ Cause i love those things
If I were a scent, I would be: Halo from VS
If I were a religion, I would be: Catholic
If I were a word, I would be: Loveable ~ cause i am
If I were an object, I would be: Softball ~ I cant live without it
If I were a body part I would be: lips ~ cause they are def. the best part
If I were a facial expression I would be: surprised!
If I were a subject in school I would be: Math~ cause i just love math
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Bubbles from power Puff GIRLS
If I were a shape I would be a: A straight line ~ it never ends
If I were a number I would be: 3 ~ softball number
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[Monday, October 10, 2005 @ 9:06am] |
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Alright someone better do my survey from my last post!!
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[Friday, October 7, 2005 @ 10:03am] |
DO THIS SURVEY!!!!!!!! ....please?
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
~~EVERYONE SHOULD DO THIS!!
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[Thursday, September 29, 2005 @ 10:35pm] |
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello or something else to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of (in a good way).
7. I'll tell you 3 words that I think describe you well.
8. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
9. I'll tell you what color reminds me of you.
~~ I am having to do this bc i was told by cassie.. i want ALL of you to write your name.. YOU BETTER
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[Tuesday, September 27, 2005 @ 10:54pm] |
| You Are 90% Boyish and 10% Girlish |
You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it.
You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive.
Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself.
You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you. |
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[Sunday, September 11, 2005 @ 5:10pm] |
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[Sunday, September 11, 2005 @ 5:04pm] |
Yes i know i never update but ive been super busy.. but right now im just sitting in my room thinking about all the shit that has been going on latley... It has been a stressful time.. lets see i had to leave home and go out on my own.. than the untinkable happened.. this bitch of a storm had to come and fuck up all the places that i thought of as home.. Biloxi/Ocean Springs was the first place that i have called home.. i have never really had a home ive always just moved around like crazy and as soon as i get a home it all has to go away.. everything i once knew is all gone.. most of my friends have lost homes, But thank god that they are ok!! Both of my houses are ok.. but i dont know what to do.. most of my friends and my dad are having a really hard time dealing with all of this .. i just want to go home and hug them all and let them know that i am here for them and that they are not alone in this fight.. Michelle is having a hard time bc most of her class has left and this just bascially fucked her senior year and im sry for that and i fell horrible that i got to have an AMAZING SENIOR year and she was suppose to but now what doe she have to look foward to... what do i have to go home to.. friend yes i know they are there but what are we suppose to do, what about all of our places that we use to go to.. what about all the fun that we use to have just driving around seeing people that we did not want to see or talking to people just because we did not want to be mean.. but now there is not beach and no home for me to go home to!! I just want everything to go back to normal.. I miss home i miss my friends and i miss the coast but there is no coast to go home to anymore.. I AM SRY IF NONE OF THIS IS MAKING ANY SENSE... I love all of you and i miss ALL of you that read this!!
LOVE ALWAYS
Lauren
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Hey all im up at college now.. and getting ready to start school tomorrow... im kinda excited but at the same time im kinda not.. im away from my home and the best friends ive ever had!! I miss all of you and some in particular.. but you guys know who you are!! I miss just being able to go to someones house when i needed to talk to him or her and i miss just being there and knowing where everything was i miss just everything.. but im coming home in like 2 weeks so that should be fun... If you want to hang out just give me a call.. and oh yeah if you wanna hang out you have to get my a gift cause its my 18th BIRTHDAY!! HELL YEAH I CAN FINALY GO INTO CLUBS AND BUY CIGS!! haha!! Well i have shit to do so im out for today..
Love you and miss you ALL
~~lauren
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[Monday, August 15, 2005 @ 6:32pm] |
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well this weekend was a really good weekend... I got to see one of my bestfriends that i had not seen in like a two years and it was a lot of fun! Well it all started on Friday when he came in and they came to see me up at work!! I was so happy that we were slow so i could just sit down and talk to him.. but all of a sudden like 5 tables came in all at the same time and i was like what the hell!! I was so pissed i mean it was a good thing but i still just wanted it to be slow ya know!! But finnaly everyone left and they stayed and we got to talk some... they left and than sat came.. me and cas went and ate and than i went home and got some packing down and than went to a late late late movie with Brian, ryan, cas, rebecca, and allen! the movie was horrible but it was a good way to just spend some time with everyone!! So than yesterday came and again i went and hung out with brian instead of getting ready to go.. but its ok!! Brian and I went to coffee fusion to get away from everyone so we could just talk!! It was fun , than we went back to ryans than to my house than to church ( can you belive it people i actully went to chuch.. it was ok i was just sad that fr. farrell was not there but its ok! So than we went back to ryans for a while bc cas had to go home.. than we all went to Quakes ( which is really good.. i got chocolate with cherries ) and just talked.. Ryan and I got to talk a lot there which was much needed!! Than brian went with rebecca and laura and me and ryan went for a drive and tlaked some more!! We all finnaly met back up at the house and i stayed till aobut 2! Came home went to sleep than went back up there at like 2.. I than had to say good bye to brian.. which was actully really sad bc i miss him bunches!! But its ok!! I was told i was not aloud to say goodbye that i could only say see ya.. bc he did not actully want to say good bye!! Im so glad that we have all stayed good friends.. mostly just brian ryan and me! We are the three that keep in contact the most!! So that was the small of my weekend!!
EVERYONE IM LEAVING IN LIKE 3 DAYS SO IF ANYONE WANTES TO HANG OUT YOU HAVE TO CALL ME!! MOST OF YOU HAVE MY CELL BUT IF YOU DONT IM SURE YOU KNOW SOMEONE THAT DOES!!
Love yall
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[Sunday, August 7, 2005 @ 8:50pm] |
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you know what i hate the much.. is how some people bitch at me for never updating but than when i do no one ever comments on anything that i ever do! I think im just going to get rid of this lj thing bc its pointless.. i mean i know i never update but atleast i comment on yours.. but its cool ill survive!!
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[Friday, August 5, 2005 @ 5:04pm] |
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DO THIS SURVEY!!!!!!!! ....please?
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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[Wednesday, August 3, 2005 @ 10:43pm] |
Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No way
Girl: What would you choose: your life..or me?
Boy: My life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do you anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.
Well this thing is kinda weird... bc when me and victor first started dating i read this to him and he said that it was perfect to how he felt about me!! No one will ever understand the pain i go though every day about missing him and just wanting to be held by him again!! I can deal with not being able to see him but i cant deal with not being able to talk to him whenever i need to!! Very few of you know what has happened to him and its not something that everyone is going to know ( sry to the ones that dont know its kinda private and when i get to know you A LOT better than it may be different )!! everyone that knows what i have been going though thanks for always being there for me when i just needed to talk about it and get it out in the open about how i really felt!! For the ones that know whats going on he is going to be home before CHRISTMAS!! I wish that you guys could have seen the look on my face when he told me that he was going to be HOME!! YEAH MY BABYS COMING HOME!!
~~LAUREN
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[Sunday, July 3, 2005 @ 10:33pm] |
heyy everyone im having a 4th party tomorrow if anyone wants to come just call me up and i will give you the details.. if you wanna come you can bring anyone you would like just let me know how many ok!! Just call me or michelles phone !!
~~LAUREN
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[Wednesday, June 15, 2005 @ 7:23pm] |
Part Romantic Kisser |
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet | Part Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable |
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[Thursday, June 2, 2005 @ 12:29pm] |
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Heyy everyone,
Well right now im sittin at my job writing this bc the kids are eating and they are really getting on my nerves... they are 14 and 11 and you would not think that they would not need someone here to watch them but they really do they argue and fight and i sware they dont listen to me bc ya know im not that much older than them but still ya think that i would have some control over them! But whatever im getting paid to really do nothing and thats about all i do is NOTHING!! Im getting like 150 a week and 35 a day so its not that bad! I love this but i hate that i have no control over them at all. Oh wait it also sucks bc i cant take the anywhere their dad will not allow them to go anywhere... we have to stay at home and do nothing... but play games and go in the pool! I got a tan today.. well not really i was only out there for like 15 mins but i did get a tan line so ya know i got a little bit of one!! BUt i have to go they are bitching again that they want to play a game.. If anyone whats to come see me give me a call and we can go in the pool or something!!
~~lauren
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So everyone is so happy that i get this live journal thing but now everyone is mad at me bc i never post... i am always on here reading everyone elses but i never really feel like typing about whats going on in my life... so here ya happy im typing about whats going on!! Life sucks right now.. im sick which is normal but this time i actually have strep and it will go away with meds... usually i get those stupid viruses that will not go away!! but anyway there is not to much going on besides the fact that cass is going to be very very mad at me bc i cant go out with her tomorrow seeing as i am sick!! Im sry but i promise next week one day that we will get together ok!! There is nothing else really going on!
~~Lauren
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| GRADUTION!! |
[Saturday, May 21, 2005 @ 4:42pm] |
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Heyy,
HELL YEAH I GRADUTED HIGH SCHOOL!! WHERE TO START AND WHERE TO END!! LAST NIGHT WAS SO MUCH FUN, TIRING, STRESSFULL, FULL OF TEARS, AND EVERY OTHER EMOTHING STUFFED INTO ONE!! IT WAS AMAZING TO HAVE MY WHOLE FAMILY THERE AND IT WAS AMAZING TO SEE THE JOY IN THEIR EYES THAT I FINNALY GRADUATED.. their little sister, their little girl, and their baby...YES I FINNALY DID IT!! A SPECIAL THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT CAME TO SEE ME GRADUATED AND IF NOT JUST ME THANKS FOR COMING AND SEEING "US" GRADUATE!! THERE ARE A FEW PEOPLE THAT I MUST THANK THOUGH... MICHELLE, THANKS FOR NOT CRYING AND FOR NOT STRESSING ME OUT ANY MORE THAN I WAS ( HAHA )... MARCUS, THANKS FOR BEING THE PERSON YOU ARE AND MAKING ME CALM DOWN THOUGH ALL THE SHIT THAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY AND THANKS FOR MY GIFT IT IS AWESOME... MATT BROUSSARD, THANKS FOR COMING IT MEANT MORE TO ME THAN ANYTHING, TO SEE THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES WHEN I CAME UP TO YOU WAS JUST THE GREATEST FEELING EVER... MARIANNE AND FAMILY, THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME AND NEVER LETTING ME DOWN WHEN I NEEDED YOU GUYS THE MOST...TERRAN AND THE MEDINAS, THANKS FOR COMING AND THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE AS WELL!! I JUST WANT ALL OF YOU MERCY CROSS PEOPLE TO KNOW THAT YOU WILL MAKE IT AND I WILL BE THERE NEXT YEAR FOR ALL OF YOU TO WATCH YOU WALK AND WATCH THE LOOKS IN YOUR EYES WHEN YOU RELIZE HOW TRULY PROUD EVERYONE IS OF YOU!! TO THE ONES THAT DID NOT COME OR WERE THERE AND DID NOT COME SAY CONGRATS TO ME I AM VERY MAD AND YOU BETTER HAVE A GOOD EXCUSE ( ASHLEY )!! TO MY CLASS... YOU GUYS ARE ALL THE GRETATEST PEOPLE AND I WILL MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH NEXT YEAR!! IM ALWAYS A PHONE CALL AWAY FOR ANYONE WHO NEEDS ME!!
LAST NIGHT WAS THE SHIT.. I HOOKED UP WITH A HOTT GUY ( WHAT CAN I SAY MICHELLE AND ASHLEY I GET WHAT I WANT ) HAHA ) AND THE REST IS FOR ME AND MICHELLE TO KNOW!! haha!!
~~LAUREN
P.S I AM VERY UPSET WITH RYAN PATRICK RIVERA!!! VERY VERY MAD AT YOU!!
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[Saturday, May 21, 2005 @ 4:36pm] |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
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[Wednesday, May 18, 2005 @ 2:16pm] |
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Heyy everyone,
Well today was kinda weird i went up to school and took my first test than i found out that the mole was not going to let us take our test till like 10.. which really did not bother me bc i got some people to sign my year book and i got to sign some peoples as well! You guys it is so sad that i am really leaving mercy cross.. I only have like 1 more hour of school and than no more mercy cross!! I was reading some of my things in my year book and a few of them almost made me cry! Darrell's was sad and heartfelt, cree's was just cree's always things to me and it still made me want to cry, and Freddy's was sad to! Its all just about to come to and end and its not fun at all!! I mean its fun but... i cant explain the feelings that are going though me right now ... all you LITTLE kids will figure it out when you get there next year... and for all the BIG kids you already know what i am talking about!! Well john just pulled up so i have to go!!
BYE
~~Lauren
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Your Birthdate: September 6 |
A birthday on the 6th of the month adds a tone of responsibility, helpfulness, and understanding to your natural inclinations.
Those born on the sixth are more apt to be open and honest with everyone, and more caring about family and friends, too.
This is a number associated with responsibility and caring - this birthday lends a degree of concern for others. |
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Heyy everyone,
Well i get to school today and i get fucking bitched at by the mole... omg she is crazy! But on a better note we got yearbooks and they are really good... there are a few mistakes but not many. The only ones are the one on the cheer page, the baseball page, and some of the pictures are not good enough quality so they did not come out, but other than that the yearbooks are really really cute!! GUYS ARE ALL ASSES!! All of them, im tired of all of them! I still want to just hook up with jeff though! Hes so damn hott!! I have to go though ill write more later!! Ryan and CAss you guys will get though this!! I LOVE BOTH OF YOU so VERY MUCH!!
~~Lauren
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[Sunday, May 15, 2005 @ 12:11pm] |
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Heyy guys... well this day official suck, besides the fact that i get to see michelles kitten! Victor is calling today and i have not talked to him in like 2 weeks and now i dont get to talk to him again bc of this stupid banquet i have to go to tonight! This roaly sucks... i want to talk to him so bad right now.. tell him that im about to graduate from High School tell him about all this shit that has been going on latley just everything! But oh well as soon as this week is over i can talk to him every sunday! I still cant believe that i am about to graduate from high school its unreal!! but im about to head up to the mall and get a dress for tonight YEAH haha not!! Well im out!!
~~lauren
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[Friday, May 13, 2005 @ 10:25am] |
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Well today is my last day but not officialy.. i still have 4 days left of exams.. which sucks bc if i only would have stayed in school and not got sick and not missed days just bc... well than i would not have to take all my exams.. but oh well!! This day is really sad bc its actully the last day that we are going to be in our class and we are actully going to be together.. Last night i had a chat with greg and mason and we were talking about next year... im kinda scared bc im going to be all by myself but mason informed me that Ole Miss was only like an hour away so i guess thats ok! Im still going to be the only one there but thats how its always been with me... ive always been the new kid and i like it that way! Im still sad about leaving mercy cross.. im not sad about leaving all the BULLSHIT though.. Tina, thad, and i were having that convo this morning about all the bullshit that happens at mercy cross... but its ok its all about to be over!! All of you who read this better come to my graduation from HIGH SCHOOl.. its on the 20th at 6!! I had a really good convo with a good friend last night... im glad she knows that i am always here for her and that she knows she can open up to me whenever she needs me just to listen or actully needs me for advice.. I L ya girL!! well i have to go take pics... BYE MERCY CROSS!!
~~Lauren
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[Wednesday, May 11, 2005 @ 11:58am] |
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This is so me.. maybe thats bc i get along better with the guys than i do the girls!!
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[Wednesday, May 11, 2005 @ 11:17am] |
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1) Starting time: 11:18 am
2) Full name: Lauren Maria Provinsky
3) Nicknames: Mouth, bitch, little one
4) School: Mercy Cross... for like 1 more week
5) Emial: tenchatterbox@aol.com
6) Eyes: blue
7) Height: 5'5"
8) Siblings: 1 brother and 1 sister
9) Ever been kissed: yes
10) Have you cheated or been cheated on? yes
11) Ever missed school because it was raining? no
12) Ever faked sick? yes
13) Kept a secret from everybody: to save them from hurt and if i said i would never tell anyone.. yes
14) Had an imaginary friend? heck no
15) Wanted to hook up with a friend? yup
16) Cried during a Flick? two
17) Who is your "star crush"? i dont really have one
18) Ever thought of animated characters as hot? no
>-----------------FAVORITES----------------<
19) Drink: Dr. Pepper
20) Food: shrimp, chicken
21) Restaurant: olive garden, aunt jennys, sushi
22) Shampoo: Pert Plus
23) Color: blue
24) Summer/Winter? winter
25) Online: ryans page
26) Lace, silk or satin? silk
27) Like anyone: yes
28) Who have you known the longest out of your friends: umm... that in intouch with Whitney and Michelle
29) Whos the loudest? ME
30) Who's the shyest? Michelle ( getting better though )
31) Who do you go to for advice? different people for different things... Marcus the most/ and michelle
32) Who do you get along with? everyone
---------IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS HAVE YOU------------
33) Cried: yes
34) Been mean: yes
36) Been sarcastic: Me sarcastic.. never
37) Been Yelled at: yes
38) Talked to someone you have a crush on? yes
39) Kissed someone? nope
40) Hugged someone: yes
41) Done sex things without sex: nope
42) Fucked Someone: HECK NO
42) Wished upon a star?: nope
43) Laughed until you've cried: yes
50) Played Truth or Dare: no
51) Watched a sunrise/sunset: yes
52) Are you happy? depends on the day
53) Are you talking to someone online? no
-----------DO YOU BELIEVE IN.......------------
54) God/Devil: yes
55) Love: yes
56) The Closet Monster: nope
57) Heaven/hell: yes
58) Superstition? no
59) Glass half empty or half full: depends on the day
60) Who named you? mother and father
61) Favorite quote: "i can do all things through christ that strengthens me"
62) What was the last thing that you said when u were online? luv ya
63) What is right next to you? THAD...
64) What is your computer desk made of? wood
65) What was the last thing that you did? went to lunch
66) Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? i dunno.. depends on the person i marry
67) Where do you want your wedding? Hometown church or on a mountain
68) Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? If you know me you know that answer!!
69) How's the weather? good
70) What did you do last nite? was sick.. talked to bobby
71) Thing that you find attractive about the opposite sex? Eyes, Arms, personality,and humor
72) How do YOU eat an Oreo? with milk
73) All time favorite TV show: ummm... probably Stong Medicine
74) Dream vehicle? right now... a toyota truck or mazda 6
75) What do you want to be when you get older? i dunno yet... Lawyer or
76) Favorite music: lots of different stuff
77) Favorite band? dont have one
80) Favorite days of the week: wed, sat
81) Animal: horse
83) If you could change your name, what would it be? i like my name
84) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes
85) The most stupidest thing you have ever done: i cant even begin
86) First Son's name? brian
87) Husband/ Wife name? victor
88) First daughter? star
90) You like scary or funny movies better? funny
91) On the phone or in person? In Person
92) Lust or Love: more love than lust.. lust can suck
93) If you could change something about yourself, what would it be? my body
94) Where were you born? Athens Greece
95) Do you have pets? 2 dogs
96) Who sent this to you? got it from ryans livejournal
97) What do you think about this person? love him like a brother
98) Your favorite songs? LIVE LIKE YOU WERE DYING
99) Do you want your friends to do this survey? yes
100) Time Finished: 11:55 ( i had to go eat lunch )
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[Tuesday, May 10, 2005 @ 2:23pm] |
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[Tuesday, May 10, 2005 @ 11:41am] |
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well today started out to be horrible! I woke up and felt really really sick and than my mom let me sleep so the medicine would kick in! I than woke up and got ready to go to school. Got to school and than relized that i was going to have a saturday bc i was sick this morning!! YEAH! anyway im so tired of all this bullshit work that the teachers are giving us! Mr tarrent is out and so is Ms Worrell and they are both just giving us this bullshit work for no reason.. bc they dont want the subs to just sit there and have us go out of control! Well in Mr. Tarrents class everyone is just copying my answers which is fine with me but sometimes it just kills me!! I have to go though class is starting!!
~~ Lauren
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[Monday, May 9, 2005 @ 9:04pm] |
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1) Lauren
2) Mouth
3) goober ( michelle i stole it sry )
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1) Tenchatterbox
2) Meslmp
3)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) smile
2) eyes
3) boobs
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1) legs
2) stomach
3) feet
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1) chek
2) irish
3) english
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1) being along
2) spiders
3) leaving the ones i love
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1) phone
2) dreams
3) Dr. Pepper
THREE THINGS THAT YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1) bra
2) tank top
3) shorts
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS
1) Backstreet Boys ( i know im corney )
2) Rascal Flatts ( michelle and I's concert )
3) Usher
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS
1) Live Like You Were Dying
2) Every Rose has its Thorn
3) Bless the Broken Road
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1) TRUST
2) respect
3) love
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE(no particular order)
1) Im dissapointed in life
2) I have been in love with the best guy
3) I have everything i could ever want
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/APPROPRIATE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1) eyes
2) smile
3) arms
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1) softball
2) watching baseball and football
3) going out with friends
FOUR THINGS THAT YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1) see victor
2) get over a certain something
3) Get a boy friend
4) go to North Carolina
THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING:
1) child/teen psychologist
2) Lawyer
3) massage therpist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1) New Zealand
2) Ireland
3) Italy
THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE
1) Greece
2) England
3) Rome
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1) make sure i have kids before my dad dies
2) marry the guy for me
3) love life for what it is
THREE WAYS YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1) watch sports
2) play sports
3) Hate to Shop
THREE WAYS YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK
1) Love girly movies
2) easily hurt .. just no one sees it
3) loves shoes
THREE CELEB CRUSHES
1) Michael Chad Murry
2) Jesse M.
3) Brad Pitt
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW
1) anyone who has not taken it!!
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[Monday, May 9, 2005 @ 5:35pm] |
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Heyy everyone... well most of the people that will be reading this already know what i read theirs and i comment on theirs... so Heyyy everyone. Most of you have been yelling at me to get my own so i finnaly did!! There is so much to write about and so little time... This past week has been so crazy... My bestfriend and I have been getting into these little fights for no damn reason... actully there was a reason... but nothing big enought to get into an argurment over... but in the long run it all worked out because we got some other stuff cleared up and everything so we are cool now.... THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP RYAN!! Im happy for her right now just dont want to see her get hurt and thats my big sister mood kicking in so im trying to get better at being the best friend and not always the big sister!! THANKS SO MUCH emily... you are awesome!! Everyone the backround and icon is bc of emily she is the greatest!! Well im going to go cook dinner since im here all by myself tonight!! Well Bye!!
~~ Lauren
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